hatrredd -withinn ....

Alhamdulillah.

2012-02-13T06:59:00.000-08:00

School for 2 hours today. I did came and did a lil bit of DSG. Deadline is nextweek and i`m not even done with half of it yet. Not productive, Nisah. Gonna get down on it on Wednesday onwards. Been on it before, should not let anything happen and make it better this time round. Alot of pressure this time round since it`s the second time. No doubt people keep on hoping and asking for the best, what i hope i can give, i hope people will accept it. Insyaallah. :)

Skool Cool.

2012-01-31T07:30:00.000-08:00

School was cool today i love it! :)

Guess who!

So me and Faisal were a lil bit hyper in lab today. Idk we just were. Hahahaha shitty faces!

Early dinner with Faisal,Sharul,Seri and Leeya while waiting for the rain to stop! Bedal maha bedal hahahahahahaha! Awesome.

Ok and it was really a tiring day. Really. Maybe those aches due to gym yesterday. Oh wells. Goodluck to IEH for tomorrow`s presentation. You`ll do just great trust me. Muahs! :)

JBS.

2012-01-28T07:21:00.000-08:00

Lions & Terengganu with Sharul & the family.

Last minute thingy and sorry Leeya ( see me so kind!! ) for not telling u earlier.

I can`t remember when was the last time i did this but.. it was a wonderful feeling and all i can say now is that i`m really blessed to be around them. :)

Thank you for the car ride altogether and the free ticket and the dinner. It was unexpected to be in a really big group but i really had fun. And oh,somebody almost choked to death while eating!!! :O Lolololololol. Ok dah.

Shank you!! (Y)

Arts Platform 12.

2012-01-26T05:51:00.000-08:00

An event brought to you by the year 2 Event Management students. It was a success and i managed to help out! Well atleast i helped introducing a good emcee. :p Hekhek.

I think almost all of us watched the show and lessons? Nahhh. Congratulations to all winners and participants, they were great! :D

Special peformances by Tampines Dance Crew and Northbound(!!!) They were totally awesome. Do check them out!

At the end of the event me, Razi, Narissa and Sharul got our caricatures done! It was worth it, the price was waaaay cheaper than in USS. Hehe. Ok pictures here we go!

Similar enough?:)

To Mr Emcee Md Sharul Asyraf, thank you for helping Farid`s event despite everything. Appreciate it soooooooo much. :)

Wedding(:

2012-01-22T07:12:00.000-08:00

Friday the 13th!

2012-01-13T08:47:00.000-08:00

Haaaaai! :B So me and 3 of my babigirlz went to eat at Orchard Swensens @ Ion. Since our last icecream trip was just a simple one, we decided to go with this. The food was great, ambience, people and i enjoyed myself alot with the rest of them. Eqa took loads of foodddddddd and at the end she couldn`t finish em. HA HA.

Ended our dinner with buffect icecream. Soooo good. Alhamdulillah!

Cabbed home thanks to Sri and Belle. Blessed day. Thank you sexys! :')

Shop till you drop.

2011-12-31T07:33:00.000-08:00

Orchard with Nana the day before New Years Eve. Far East, Tangs, A&F and Heeren!
Oh and we bought something for Fanaaaa! ;)

We were grateful that there is a bus 518 that drives us all the way to town and back home! Mehehe. Till next year with Fana. Goodnite! :)

3 days 2 nights.

2011-12-19T06:56:00.000-08:00

December holidays - to make a quick trip out of Singapore for a short break.
Sadly it was cancelled sooo.. we decided to go around Singapore instead!

1st day. Watched Alvin & Chipmunks with Ain @ Downtown East.

2nd day. Sentosa with ze family.

Our real plan was to go USS and play the rides there. But failed bcoz the tickets were.. too pricey. :( We went for Skyride and Luge instead and we didn`t even regretted one bit! Too fun to be true. Mehehe and then to Vivo for our dinnerz, lilbit of shopping and tuda! That was how our day ended. Indeed a nice day spent. :)

3rd day. Se-wim-ming!

IEH Chalet.

2011-12-14T06:08:00.000-08:00

Helluz errrybody! So i had my class chalet on the 14th of December. It was goooood and i had lotsa fun and good fatty food! I love the bbq-ed sotongz and satayz bbq-ed by our very own Faisal! Hekhek.

Bowling,watching the sun rise,movies,playground at midnight and bbq-ing session. All of that - imma happy girl!

A&F Babies.

2011-12-13T07:27:00.000-08:00

Today my friends and i dropped by A&F at Orchard to visit the hot cuties. Guess what? My dream came true! They were so drop dead gorgeous.
(Y)

When`s your turn? :)

2011-11-13T04:55:00.000-08:00

Call time to meet was 5pm but! You know i know heh heh. I came and quickly did my personal msg for Ustazah and we patiently waited for Nadia to come. The boys were from Muz`s place so they too came and waited under Hazirah`s block a few minutes later.

Around 7pm all of us made a move to Ustazah`s wedding at Tampines. Yes you could be asking what in a world could a wedding held in the night? Thankfully it ended at 8! So we were.. quite on time? Haha! When we came alot of people were still there. Ate and the lovely couple came later. Ustazah was so pretty! :D Seriously,she looked waaaaaaay different. Hehe. When the DJ announced that the students of Ustazah had to take pictures with her all of us literally rushed there to take our photos. Hahaha. It was scary bcoz everyone was like looking at the whole bunch of us on the pelamin(20 of us?) with the couple. Yaaaay! So happy.

When it ended,guessed where did we go? LAN!!! Hahahaha! Idk who the hell came up with the idea but all of us agreed to it. Really,LAN-ing together. Where? T-Mart! Hekhekhek. K shaddap. I was quite.. hmm how do i say this. Scared? No. I just had this stupid feeling la. But it was alright bcoz nobody was there, i mean it was only 9 plus and the place was deserted. There were quite a number of people but all of us couldn`t play bcoz even if we become a member there, we could only play nextweek. =.= *Crickcrick* NEXT!

All of us ended at Macs, just chilling and playing games. Hehe. It was a nice evening to end with. I had fun. I guess alot. Joked alot. Like an idiot. Hah hah. And so that sums up my pretty Saturday! I hope our plan to go to the movies together will come true! Or Sheesha maybe? Hehe. Goodnight! :)

I never thought i need a love like this.

2011-11-11T02:12:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, goodluck to the Young Lions for 2011`s SEA GAMES! :D All out!!!

Yes abang Race, show em what you`ve got! Hehe.

Here`s school to me! :)

As crazy as ever. It will never get boring. We bought the tickets for this Tuesday`s Singapore vs China match @ Jalan Besar Stadium. Good thing we bought the early birg tix! The adult tix are all sold out. :o Anways, hope to see you all there!

She will be loved.

2011-11-08T06:58:00.000-08:00

My strong lady! ;)

High Impact Camp 2011!

2011-10-31T01:21:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone! :D Okay here`s an update of the High Impact Camp which took place last week! Our first day was already half of the day,most of the facilitators came by or after Maghrib. I came around 630pm and settled down with the rest.

We did introductions and games and just getting to know each other. Since it was also my first time knowing which group i`m posted to made me nervous! Hehe. So my group name was Al - Amin and we there were 8 members altogether. Umairah wasn`t there so i had to everything alone :( Not that i`m putting the blame on her but it`s just that imma person who can`t do things alone. I think i`m more of a dependent person aye? So i had no choice but i had to. Tried my very best tho! :)

Ended the night by 11 and all had to fall in for briefing - facis. It took quite long and it stretched about an hour or so. After everything had ended,we took our little nap : WHICH WE DIDN`T! Especially me and Shermin! We were laughing our asses of about everything and we chose the wrong spot to sleep. Oh btw,we slept in airconditioned classrooms which was heavenly! :D Ticktock and suddenly it was 4am. Time to Qiyam! Off we go. It was my first time and alhamdulillah everything went well.

At 630am the facis showered and all of us had our breakfast. And start making some cheers. And that`s when everything started.

AMAZING RACE!

I think when we reached there it was only.. 9am in the afternoon? Bedok Reservoir looks so beautiful that day. The programmers and all did their stuffs while we facis just stayed in our groups and did some cheers. Haha i was bored sooo... got alilbit hyped up!

That`s som of the programmers with the props!

Morning! :D Okay i look damn sleepy.

So here it goes. We had to go five different stations and complete the tasks given to us.

That`s Umairah and our group! :D I think this was the.. 4th station.

This was the very last game. Gladiators. Basically we just had to defend those hoops of ours that you see up there? While the others had to throw waterbombs!
I didn`t know who won the challenge but i think my group did really well! Haha. Reallyyyyyy! ;D

And when the sun started to really shine, i couldn`t help it. It was sooooooooooooo hot. :(

I just needed a seaaaaaat. Pronto. Umai and myself then decided to play some games with our group members while we waited for lunch to come.We played Concentration,Chop Chilli Chop and more. It was awesome!

Yeah that`s Nasrul in the middle, our MC!

Yes we,facilitators do need some time... off.

I had lunch with Miramei and our chicken dropped off!!!!! On the floor!!! HAHAHA! And Mr Nasrul was already scolding us blablablablabla so we picked it up. Ok.... and eat it. HAHAHA. WE HAD TOOOOOO OK TRUST ME NOTHING HAPPENED TO US.

Next! DRAGONBOAT!

The journey there was long so all of us slept entirely. It was good. By the time we reached there, i was still tired and sleepy but when we saw it.. yes those boats. Time to let`s go!

Separated randomly into 3 groups and yesssss i was with Ayu! And these guys. Haha crazyboys!

It was a hell of a ride. I love them. Good thing everyone was enjoying themselves. Bad thing, we were soaked like totally soaked through our skins. And i didn`t even bring extra clothings along. Die! & this was the outcome when we reached back.....

Hahaha i look gross! And Muz was caught red handed!

Yes i still have not settled with Nasrul!!! LOLZ!

:DDD
NIGHT WALK

Mosque. Wash up. Bathed. Dinner. Games games games and..the final programme for the night.
Our aim was to make the participants realize and feel that there is still a long way to go in life. And wherever you are, appreciate yourselves and especially your parents.
The participants had to be covered and walked around the mosque and listen to short recordings about life. It was in a scenario way. Best thing, they do not know who were disturbing them during the walk!

Mehehehhehee!

Our crazy facis. Haha!

Yes that`s me......... their safety is important!

Nadhrah and her groupmates..

Sneakpeak- i will always have something to say. HAHAHA. IDOT.

It ended well. Some participants cried and i felt so pity for them. But yeaaaaaaah. If they didn`t cry, there wasn`t any impact. That`s the main purpose-impact. Ya get me? :)

We ended later than usual. 1am. Slept all the way till 5. Yes we facis finally got some beauty sleep!

Nextmorning,nasi lemak!

WHOSE LINE ISSIT ANYWAY?

Final programme for the camp. Participants were given props and they were to act out a short skit. A learning point about Islam must be included.

My group was corperating really well and we ended it with a game while waiting! x]

Right mcees, do your thing!(Sciccors,paper,stone)

Getting ready!

Ya ready bros?

First up was the guy`s group. Let me tell you their group was sooooo good. Especially this boy!

He was a 'mother' and the son was a bad son despite the love given.
Learning point: Appreciate your mother and whatever they have done for you bcoz it will be always for the best of us. :)

There`s Al-Amin! Haha they were really enjoying themselves and i had to go"don`t laugh!!!" LOL. Oh my group was about a daughter who was lazy and didn`t think about others. Until one day she realizes. Learning point: Rezeki won`t come in if you are lazy in life and appreciate others while they are still in your life. :)

Juliyana,Afifah and Ustazah Azizah! :)

Prize giving. We were 3rd! :D Thank you babes for being the liveliest group! Luv ya guys.

Best male camper!

Best female camper! Efa!

Hahaha best facilitator! Amir! Soooo cute. ;]

Best facilitator,Nadhrah! You deserved it babe. Muahs! :D
And best people who put their hardwork and effort into the camp, Afifah and Taqy!

So it was time to say goodbye...

And every good thing has to come to an end..

Hahaha Malaysia boleh! ;D

Till we meet again,insyaallah! :D HIC OI!

To us,despite those hassles..

those crazy moments..

busy times..

tired&sleepy seconds but you just can`t help it..

you just have to and sometimes all you do is just stand..

or yawn and just lie down..

last minute preparations..

3 words for us,

WE
DID
IT
!

Till our graduation practices. I love ya all! :D
THIS MUCH.

My lovely 5.

2011-10-05T00:56:00.000-07:00

Hi! Schools reopen and here comes...another semester. Mum told me abt what my bro told her-its waste years spending so much time in ITE. The thing is, who dosen`t want to go a good place like poly? You think i made this decision in a few minutes but no,it took weeks for me to think over and over again. Issit gonna be worth it this time? Will i get what i want to achieve? How will people think of me? Of myself? My parents? It wasn`t easy i tell ya. The time i took, it made me cry because it`s.... sad. But the motivation came when the school called and offered me the place so i said, why not since i have not proved myself.

For once this time, i promised myself. Work extra harder,willingly,all the way and achieve. It`s taking years but i`ll hope everything will work out and i`ll be somewhere worth it. Insyaallah.

Anyways, we watched Abduction on the first day of school. Rocked my socks. I love it! My 2 hours was soooooo worth it. Hekhek. x]

Hehehe and not forgetting those endless moments laughing and seating at our 'real' seat. LOL!
School`s timetable is sucky,i hope i`ll compromise myself and sort things out. Around 3 weeks to go till.. exams. Gonna take a nap and start revising! Have a good day everyoneeeee. :D

There`s always gonna be that one girl who will be prettier than you,you`ll just have to find one boy who dosen`t care.

2011-09-27T02:31:00.000-07:00

Went to Friday`s flea with the bestf. Got to know about the makeup sale and i was too excited heh heh. Just a short one tho since i was rushing for a short meeting at the mosque at night. Bestf didn`t buy anything but well i did. I wanted to get that cute portable charger and that pretty iphone casing but my $$$ was left with abit :,( Sho shaaaaaad ah but nvm. There`s always nextime!

The little cupcakes are lipgloss actually. Yes they are really yummy!

& If i have the talent,i would wanna sing and inspire alot of people. Just like this. Totally breathtaking :)

A Raya like this.

2011-09-24T11:07:00.000-07:00

Our last kopek!!! Yes i keep emphasising on that everytime coz it made me smile. Heh heh. This is not a last minute thing but, at the last minute not many people were there. Just.. us. Yep but we did enjoyed what we had,didn`t we guys? :)

First up,yours truly.

Then to Danial`s, Zul`s, Taqy, Nadia`s and Athifah`s! :)
Yea we went to a few houses mainly because the time spent at each house reached up to almost 2 hours. Lol! I guess it`s quality time with each other aye? Hehe. Too bad we didn`t had the chance to go to Ustazah`s house this year like we usually do. Maybe next year? Insyaallah!

Soo.. i guess that sums up my Raya for this year. Alhamdullilah. Hiphip-HURRAY! :D

Take a chill pill.

2011-09-19T09:41:00.000-07:00

Everything`s running smoothly so far.. am loving Raya this year. I get to spend with each and everyone fruitfully. Last 2 dates with the primary people and YA`s. I really hope it would happen. Everytime i tried to upload pictures this thing just won`t cooperate. Grrrrr.

Niwaes yesterday went Raya-ing with the Lysians. Yesssssssssssa just loving them to bits and pieces. I had so much fun i tell ya. And this was our first time driving;Zamair and Amy was our drivers for ze day. Amy-my dad(ahaha) is a speedo. He is as crazy as you cannot imagine. I was scared(as usual.....) to go on that car at first but then when you get the hang of it,you want more. Hahahaha okay sounds so wrong! This year my pretty little girl followed me. I was happy of coz minus the whining parts,kids will always be kids. Hekhek. Can`t stop remembering the awesome,delicious spread of food for us. Satays,Laksa,Noodles,Lontong,Wedges omg..... alhamdulillah. (: & all the non-stop-laughing-moments with them. They are waaaaaaay better jokers than anyone i`d known. Wakaka. Oh yes not forgetting i was coincedentally wearing the same colour as Bayu. Hehehe siaowey boy. Last house for the day,Aisah`s. Yay!

Pictures coming right up!

Candid! :D

All my ladies.

My pretty china gerr who followed us today. :D

Bayuuuu :D (Last long with ur gf!Hehe.)

@ Sri`s!

Babizzz.

:)

With Shadiq!

Siaowey!~

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Once upon a Raya.

2011-09-18T10:43:00.000-07:00

Raya with IEH! :D

Group photo. Plus Daris!

Family.

Hehehe with Sharul. :)

A picture tells a thousand words. Unbelievable but true. So i won`t say much. Let those pictures tell the stories aye? ;]

GOODIES.

2011-09-16T11:24:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiii! How`s my raya coming along? Really good. Just a challenge,the war has not ended YET. Hoping for the best,trying my best. Hehe. Hows your raya people? :D

Goodbye guys.

2011-09-08T02:41:00.000-07:00

As far as i know, we are really not that close until last year, Youth Alive last year. Okay actually since 2009 la altogether it was last year. It`s these small outings that makes us bonded and gotten more closer in many ways.

Iftar during fasting month this year. :) Ok ya spot my ugly face with tudung....lol.

And here we are 2 guys(for now) leaving us for NS.

Danial and Saiful. These two jokers.. haixxxx hahahah cey bebual "macam nak masok jail pulak"- Ayu B. Hahahha! Btw it`s some of the guys with Ustazah Azizah!

This was yesterday,small gathering since the two guys are going. You can see who la, 1 guy botak already and another didn`t came! I feel like smacking this Saiful. Haha! Good2 night even tho it was planned last minute. Hehehe. All ze best, gonna miss ya guys and takecare of yourselves!

Okaaaaay i wanna... eat! No eat since just now. Hows my post?! Goooooood enough...... hekhek! :3

Yellowyellow dirtyfellow.

2011-09-08T02:20:00.000-07:00

Sixth day and off to cousin`s house. It was Songket day for my family! Yep just 1 house and everyones going there. It was 2 days before EPL and i just feel like i had to do something with the book. So i brought it along. Haha! I knew it won`t work but ohwells.. Lol! We were the first to reach and hell yeah uncle bought FD5 cd so we watched it. M18 but so what? My baby cousins came and all of us watched it together. And i was the only one who grossed out. Hahaha. Mee goreng and chicked wings = good enough for grumbling stomach! :D

P.s. D liked my picture and he said.... Awww hehe gonna miss this boy! :,)

Raya with the Hamdi Family. :D

2011-09-08T00:05:00.000-07:00

Hi guys so this was my Raye celebration on ze 5th day. With my father`s side and it was goooood as perusual,alhamdulillah! :>

First up,my house. They were late since the bus was late. Wasted my time waking up as early as 8am in the morning! Lol~ And followed by the rest......

Am so short. Wek!

Whenever,wherever,always and will be plain water ftw!

Thats the chinese boy haha~

Luvv.

I said i looked like as if i`m pregnant in this picture. Hahhahahaha.

Nenek`s house :D

And yes..... so tiredddddd...! Thanks Dayah. Wahahaha.

Raya 11 :D

2011-08-31T20:46:00.000-07:00

Woke up around 10plus and i already missed my Morning Raye. Thanks to my sleep. Okay then chop2 got ready,ate and 'salam session'. Which i really cried like a crybaby,i know i did alot of mistakes... still cannot tahan the tears yknow. Hekhek!

Proceeded to 1st house @ Tampines. As usual....... =D Afternoon to 2nd house @ Marince Cresent. Wehehe. Waited for cousin to come but they were late so we went home first. Booo.
K here we go.

Red. We decided to use the red that we have. Sooo.. tada! :) Had loads of fun,loads of food,and loads and truckloads of everything. Furthermore,cousins from Malaysia came here and celebrated Raye with us. So fuuuuuun. Kecoh; 10 families Raye-ing in one house. Haha! Ohwells. The vybe was really there this year. I loveeeee it. Alhamdulillah. Okay go!

Selamat Hari Raya 11

2011-08-29T11:45:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raye everyone! I wish i could spent em with all my friends and families and of course,in moderation bcoz i have 2 major exams in my life(huekkkkk) that is coming. May this month be a blessing and lots of love to all of us i believe,insyaallah(:

I NEED TO SLEEP NOWWWWWWWW!

TGIF~

2011-08-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

Heeeeyozzzz i missed out school on a Friday all thanks to my lazyness. I hate it when mum said that! Urgh just hoping that it would not repeat anymore. Nvm on a better note it was only 1 hour of lesson. Okaaaaay la horrrrr hehe.

This was during Thurs the day after presentation day. I k r all of us looked soooooo... happy bcoz it was over! Hekhek and guess what.. not even half of the class came lor sooo crick2!
After school i went home while the rest went for F1 training. Ask me why i didnt go? I need to.mug.HARD.HARDER.2 more months.

As for today....

Youth Alive as perusual. But today Ustaz told us it was our last day studying..coz the last semester would be preparations and all for graduation,the REAL GRADUATION IN MY LIFE. MY LAST RELIGIOUS CLASS AFTER.. 10 years? Waaaaah it was really a long journey. Think i should not elaborate more... :,) And then by the time Raya he`s in already. Haaaaai so sad :( Tsk..

After that to Geylang forawhile to do henna! Amek kau Mira nak sangat! Hahaha! But we saw Apit`s peformance real lifeeeee and he was awesomeeeee AWESOMEEEE. So cool and relaxed. Yes that`s the way! :D And saw Razif too botak boy lol. Catched up quite alot so it was a good day i must say:)

"Kalau boleh kongsi apa yang diajar selama awak belajar di sini kepada kawan2 awak,dan jadilah umat islam yang soleh dan solehah, Insyaallah." ♥

Sooooo touched. Haiyaaaaa. Ok tc everybody~

NDP 11.

2011-08-26T09:28:00.000-07:00

No fireworks. No town. Noooooo nothings this year. Bigger challenge was that it was fasting period so i really forgotten somehow that we were fasting.. i enjoyed myself and shouted alotttt for god knows whyyyyyy. Salute #takbolehangkat! :D Hehe. It`s been long since i was THIS semangat.
But one special thing that made my day. Them:) Yaaaaaaaaaay k dah cukop sweet! Hehehehhee.

Ice Cream Cafe.

2011-08-26T05:49:00.000-07:00

Brand new outfit, I walk out the house feeling all good

HAHAHAHA~

Breakfasting with my babigirlszx @ off for some ice creaaaaaaaaam! :D
Got lost otw there for god knows why....ade hati nak patar balek samer nye route. Hahaha!

Okay and i got this picture while we are presenting.. pressure moments! LOL.

BYEBYE PRESENTATION!

2011-08-24T08:56:00.000-07:00

Ilooooooove today. Seriously the burden of finishing a presentation(tough one in my presentation years).......fuh. I`m happy we really did good, my group. No our group. All the effort put in was succesful. I know deep down each of us really wanted this coz we tried. Yes we did despite not even rehearsing(HAHAAHA). Okay hands down to the best group and best presentors! All of us. Champions. Ceeeeey hehehe okay pictures! from me phoneeeee :D

Love is a special thing.

2011-08-22T08:53:00.000-07:00

I love life. Family friends and studies. Everythings really a rush but i hope i`ll manage it well. Hopefully. Still thinking tho on why i didn`t get it. Sad and disappointed.. maybe the reason was just that little part. Ok moving on...............

Love... is a beautiful thing. But the thing is, it needs two people to agree to be together. Two to find each other and two to love. Without one, the other is nothing. It`s always hard when it comes to confessing but .......... if you don`t really like the person anymore. Lets just be honest? Otherwise.. if you really like him/her.. would you really say? Would you?

Ramadhan is a blessing in disguise,really. Alhamdulillah. :)

My Hollies! ;)

2011-07-15T10:16:00.000-07:00

So these was what i did during my holidays, and recently. besides jogging and dragon boating and trying to wake up on early mornings to run errands with mum. Well it`s quite a success i must say! Especially when i went out -shop/etc-. KL Gangster movie with Qis and Sharul and Matthew, Monte Carlo with Fana and Nana, and lastly Refdee`s birthday pit. If possible i would go out every single day and meet everyone that i could possibly do. But i just can`t. I need alot of time for myself..... Few more months to go!

My primary buddies. Never fail to cheer me up and we are just the same like all of us are. The first thing i could do is to meet you guys! I promise (Y)

And i realised that alot of ppl passed away these days,be it your closest,mother or father. It`s really sad and if me, i`d probably be one of the worst daughter to handle it. I just can`t. It opened my eyes like really now. I almost cried. I`m thankful my parents are still with me and if possible,till the very end. (Like Harry Potter,hehe. IT WAS A W E S O M E)

Youth Day later. I wonder how it`s gonna be like. I`m alone wt Nadhrah! This calls for some independence Nisah. Goodluck! ;)

Sleepy gerrrrr

2011-06-21T10:28:00.000-07:00

Schools outtttttttttt everybody!!!! Luv it!!! I love how i just can wake up any time of the day and get back to sleep. School break. I`m pretty much am happy how i coped with school..friends..attendance(improved ALOT)..CA..and MATHS OF COURSE. I have not forgotten you.

My friends are really2 lovely and i love all of them. Close or farapart. They are still a part of me. So yup~ Everythings fine. Yesterday i watched KL Gangster with my two Qis and Sharul not forgetting Mathhew. It was good enough for us although it was totally gruesome!!!! BLOODISH. I had my minced chicken noodle @ Tong Seng and it was delicious! I wish i could have 2-3 bowls hahaha prangai eh. And chippies too!

Thats all for now. And picture above,Quraisha tagged us some old photosssss missing them too!

Tomorrow studyyyy(i hate this word) okay gonna do practices and dance in the afternoon. Nothing should go between these two for tmorrow and other coming days!

OHHHHHH AND I FINALLY GOTTEN MY V A N S(: FOR SCHOOOOOOOOOL HEHEHE TYSM BAPAKNYE. HAHA OK GOODNITE GUYS!

School`s OUT!

2011-06-19T08:29:00.000-07:00

This week is full of activities for me! Ok i can remember.. we went cycling(that was a week ago) and this week.. Monday was gym with Qis,Leeya Matthew and Owen and JinHwee :D After that we went swimming with the girls and guys again. Tell you i almost drowned in the swimming pool! Ass hahaha! Quite burnt alr. Then on Friday we had the Fandi Ahmad Signing Ceremony in school. Gosh his children are all gor-gus! REALLY2 beautiful. All of us were like so happy to see him. Haha! K then on Saturday i went WWW with the family and cousins. Saw Sri`s bro again! Lol. Sunday Ubin with family. I am so freaking tired. Now. I really gained alot of weight and i do not wish to gain anymore. PLEASE. I feel so.. tired easily and i feel like eating alot. I hope this holidays is good for me. Jogging, dragonboat, dance and of coz my maths. Hope to juggle this things carefully. And i don`t think i`ll be going out after this.... STUDYTIME. *EVIL* Ok pictures!

Cousins. Ah that is Khidir looking so cacat coz he wanted to get out of the picture. Haha!

Iman. Pretty righttttttt!

W Fandi Ahmad! :D

Wednesday`s class cancelled!
*Went inside class*
" Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh class cancel! "
*Trying hard to catch my breath & cursing like mad !@#$%^*
HAHAHA.

♡ xoxoxoxoxo

DONT GIVEUP,YET.

2011-06-15T10:18:00.000-07:00

It means alot to me,losing someone that i am close with. Anyone,particularly. Maybe i shall just study and focus on myself this time round. I`m sure it won`t be a disappointment again(:

Ok..school!

Missed out vedio on Sharul. Effing funny and cute. Hahaha!

Warehouse Adidas sale, up to 70% off and i`m not kiddingggggggggggggggggggg! So cheap lor. I had fun with these two babes! :D

And whatever happened,happened. I just hope everyone gets settled down and make friends. Camon guys,lets make peace!

Meanwhile.. i am officially happy coz i have 2 husbands right now! HAHAHA *SLAPS FOREHEAD*

Gotta sleep now. School @11 later weheeeeeeee! :D

B-L-O-W

2011-06-11T10:03:00.000-07:00

Abigail Gabriel! :D

"K2 step minahsxz"
*LOOKS AT PICTURE* HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA MREPEK!

Love this pic!

Here`s some pictures from school! SAF is over(SCREAM OUT LOUD) and BZE CA and NAPFA. One of the toughest weeks i`ve went through with the rest. But it was great. God is great for letting me have all the willingness and courage to go through the days. Even though i`m dead tired. I had so much fun and of coz it won`t be the best without my best ones. Hehe. Not forgetting our Gym days! So tiring but it`s all worth it. :)

So i made a conclusion to meet my friends and my family on the same day. Equally. East Coast Park for Leeya`s pit and to Geylang with the family at night. I ate Macdonalds,Subway,Pit awesome food and the delicious lamb chop @ night. Really good! Despite the almost 40 mins waiting~ Yes!

Tomorrow Geylang again and i hope to wake up at 10! If i can do it for school why not this! Haha okay~ Goodnite all! LOVELOVE.

Come to me weekends!

2011-06-02T02:20:00.000-07:00

Can`t wait for weekends, i need to rest aLOT. The reason i`ve been sick on and off is because i don`t get enough rest for myself even after i`m fine. Haiya no sleep feels so bad. I feel like i`m having fever so i skipped school on Wednesday. Thank god it was only 1 lesson. Yessss 1 lesson perday since my teacher went for training. Good for me weheee! And didn`t went for P.E just now siala so bad. Because of you huh sickness. I`m down with sorethroat flu and cough all thanks to Khidir. Thanks brooooooooooooooo. OFA test tomorrow,i guess it`s all good. Gonna watch Chinese drama now. Buai!

Kungfu Panda 2 ;D

2011-05-28T10:28:00.000-07:00

Fatty girl. I don`t have any new pictures. Well it means.. it`s been (inserts FCKEN) long! I need to go out this weekend and have some fun! Just now i accompanied Ain to buy some snacks and i was already crazy. I wanted to ride her small bicycle hahahahaa i know la~ But i was so bored :( And she kept nagging at me. Kesian.

But yesterday was a short and sweet day to end Friday. Watched Kungfu Panda 2! Before that passed back Nadhek her stuffs. Short time but i was laughing alot with her. HAHAHA bende kecik2 pon nak ketawe! xD Okay and the movie was hilarious! Kept me laughing,but not all the way like the one beside me :X Cey hahahaha! Me and hafadifi was supposed to watch the 725 timing but we reached downtown nearly.. 8. GOODJOB NISAH. So took the front seats. Sorry..Had dinner and then met Fizy since we were still early! Saw alot of Lysians. Okay la not bad... people mistook us for the wrong reasons already. Haiya! Such a sweet guy.

Sooo after the movie went back home with Fizy. Yay i had a good day (Y)

This is a picture of me and friends. Pick which guy is the most goodlooking to you? I`ve got mine. ;D Hahaha k nonsense. The event that made me bonded with so much different people, and let me head home with someone after a long time. Hehe. I guess i`ll stop here now. :)

Theres no rain w/t the rainbow :)

2011-05-25T10:21:00.000-07:00

Well things always go beyond your expectations. I really love my class but after hearing all different things of stories i am really surprised. And today Mr Adrian had it he shouted for the first time. And Danial was affected so he was angry too. And then it was like a ripple effect. He had that look and Qistina looked at him and he got angry. Haiyo small things just.. let it go la k. And it was so sweet of him to apologised just now.

You see things can really be settled if you really mean your words and try your best to work things out. Conflicts and stuff are bullshit if you really don`t try. Atleast try,and make a way to settle your problems rather than saying here and saying there. I really hope everything will be sorted out! But not soon i guess! :(

Singapore Arts Festival is the shitznitxzzzz! Hahaha i love it so much it made us so deprived of sleep these days! Really hope it`s gonna end soon but i really love the company and experience it is giving me! Love you all! :*

Just now i got home with Hafadifi and it was so funny la!! This guy so sweet one uh meet me at Esplanade hahahahha seret2 sia when he walk. Tsk so funny la! Most of the time i was laughing when he talk coz it was so funny?! Really. Haiya hope the next few days are good,insyaallah :)

Need sleep,2.4 tomorrow. Fuhhhh goodnite guys!

Congratulations,it`s Graduation! :D

2011-05-23T07:11:00.000-07:00

Heya!!! Here are some pictures Seri has uploaded! So happy to see every picture. Made me smile! :)

Birthday girls tryna kiss the cake. Idk ah~

Okay this one better right?! :D

And now,graduation! Gosh it was awesome. Short and sweet, i just miss everyone in ISA! I miss everybody seriously, sometimes i wish i was still with you guys.. Good,good friends. (Y)
I went there all by myself and i am perouuuuud! I didn`t get lost,well almost and i went there alone. Gawd~ I was sweating like hell and when i reached there,it was just about time.
I almost teared when 3 guys sang 'The Climb' coz it meant so much at that time and yknow what? I wished that Iqa,Namirah,Zee and Amirah was there! :,(

"We dedicate to you this bcoz to us, achieving something you want, you will always face obstacles." - One of them said.
Awww, well of coz i hold back everything as much as i could. If not i would look so so bad. Hehe.
Certificate giving and then tada! Ended, pictures here and there and there were quite alot of ppl i should say. We ate quite alot and i was laughing most of the time,despite my sickness(yes ulcer you damn you!)
Lucky Raihan brought along her camera!

Luckily i fitted in those! Seriously i wouldn`t know what to do w/t you. Ceh..
Thanks Nadhekkk! :D

Mustakim! :)

Raihannn! :D

My 2 boyplens. Hekhekhek :P

And lastly my girls for the night. Thanks Mustakim and i think this picture is (Y)

♥ ♥ ♥

18th Advanced Birthday! :D

2011-05-14T11:26:00.000-07:00

Haiii guys! So here`s some pictures of the celebration of May babies :B Happy kids are us! The cake so naissse please~

Qistina and me. May babies.

Trust me when i say she kinda look like Sri and she talks like Sriii! :D

Class photo with Ms Pang. We can never get enough of pictures. And some people don`t even realise the picture is taken?!

Okay and this was before talk. Camera crazy la all of you! Look @ Jodie behind lololol!

Morning sunshines! I`m so tired..

And crazy people will always look like that. Or better, like this ....

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HAHAHAHAHA this is so funny sia. I`m smiling alone looking at these. Tskkkkk. Okay that`s all. Will update when i got pictures from Seriiiiiii! Goodnite all! :}

We are strong girls!

2011-05-10T03:00:00.000-07:00

I have crazy/nicest friends because..

Oshka laughs anytime anyone and she can laugh while looking at her hp
Oshka helps me when i am so freaking slow
I have alot of 'ah2 siols' in the class
There`s a minah Hamamah( which is actually Hamadah)
Saiful and Sharul who always sings the lonely song to Dakshani
Sharul who likes laying on the canteen table and girls
Sharul who feeling2 "DADDY REMY" (siak this is so funny)
Saiful who is so caring/friendly
I have a cacat otak friend who goes around 'asking' for numbers.
Qistina who is always the laughinggggggg babe
Henry who brings his big ipad and it looks so good
Shahul who keeps posting stuffs at our class fb and everyones crazy

and the list goes on...............♥

It`s been almost 2 weeks since i did not have my handphone wimme. I think it`s alright. But i feel so lost sometimes. You know the feeling? Lucky i have my itouch.

Okay today i`m good. Things have been progressing slowly. It`s my 3rd week at school(so fast!) and everyone is good. Yesterday IEH celebrated birthday for May babies and it was only me and Qistina! Lol it was so cuteee. Thankyou guys and thankyou Saiful for the chocolate. Yesterday too i had my lunch with some of the IEH at Popeyes and they were super duper hyper. I bumped into Mirah! Haha! Saiful found 2 3d tix to THOR. Hell yes it was so awesome la. 3d ok. So he watched it with his gf while we the rest head to Mcafe and shared ghost stories. Penekot but still.. hehehe.I`m trying my best for OFA,bet it sucks but i have to pass this thang with a good grade! I have to love it,i just have to.

Yesterday chatted with Fizy and we finally talked after awhile. I kinda miss her! Those days before sch and we always meet and watch movies. Hehe hope to meet her and the rest soon.

I guess that`s all for now. No love but eyecandy ah!!! So cute righttttttt ;) Cannot tahan ah. Who? Cannot tell :P

Bad Friday!

2011-05-06T02:08:00.000-07:00

Firedrill with IEH :B

My Friday was ruined by my crampsxz and i was late for school. :( It ruined my 2 weeks of good attendance! LOLOLOLOL i am serious ok! Oh wells but i did complete my assignment. Very well. Just as i tot things are starting to look up i`ve been called by the incharge for eventsmanagement.... and.. i have not handed my psea form =.= And if i didn`t hand it i would be dropped out from school! What cool shit was that?! Just bcoz of a stupid form. So i had no choice to call my mum and she has to come all the way to my school for signature. YES.

"STAKAAAAAT?!"

Haaaaaaaaaaaish! What a life~ Thank god everything went smoothly! Minus the parts i was roaming around in the comp lab and when i finally settled down for some BZE, lesson ended:)

Thanks! Haha bad luck rightttttttttttttt, i told ya!

I need to revise and do maths after this. Wait, short nap first aye? Have a good weeked everyone! :D

Yo sekolah!

2011-04-30T10:14:00.000-07:00

1 week ago i was so nervous for school thinking that i couldn`t click with anybody. I know none. But everything is otherwise. I`ve never thought i could mix around with them so well(besides thinking i`m 19,haha) There are people around my age and older than me. So i can say my class it`s well mixed and we are close despite being Malay,Chinese or Indian. I don`t want to comment on anything because i`m new to them and there`s a long way to go. Still long way.. i hope everything will go ok.

There are alot of dancers in my class(ceycey) and i`m so happy! Hehe there are guys as well. Also alot of progression people and pretty people i guess. Lol. Oh and having a new friend accompanying you home and living in other place is really really surprising and appreciated! Thankyou so much! :)

That`s Fidi! She gave each and everyone of us a card.All 38 of us. Yes our class is like a secondary sch class? Hugeee!

Yea that`s IEH! We had a talk yesterday afternoon @ auditorium.

Need i say more? No i don`t think so. Hahahaha let`s not say much! For now, i hope i`ll study hard,harder. Really. For now,thankyou Allah. :)

Let`s play GEEK.

2011-04-24T10:46:00.000-07:00

So it was Jaja`s birthday and it was an almost complete us! I was so happy when i saw Fizy and Esah and Razi were already there. Hehe. The theme was Geek actually but not all were in their 'costumes. Including me. Haha sorry Ja.... but heyhey the guys came and to be honest each of them look good. My daddy too. Haha! They came around 11plus by the time i was heading home alr. We had so much good and sinful food. And i love the chocolate bananas. They were heaveeen!

So after that Sri`s bro sent us home and he is so funny okkk. He knows i`m the one with the S shirt. Hahahaha siak ahhhhh so malu siaaa. Lol! Reached home. Thank god Ain`s voice is loud enough to call my dad. He only woke up when he heard Ain`s voice=.= Aku pekik2 pon tak gune. Siaowey! Haha!

Today stay home and i watched HP and Half Blood Prince. It was on HBO for merlins beard! They knew i had troubles watching it isiit?! Haha. I love Rupert Grint!! Starawards at night and my boyfriend didn`t won anything.at.all. Sad of course! But i`m happy for the popular awards....

Ok back to school tomorrow. 8am. I have around 4 hours to sleep. I`m nervous coz idk a single anyone! :( So..10 more minutes and i`ll hit the sack yoxz. No more shitting in class,no more fooling around(abit can la) no more sleeping and no more LATECOMING! And i`m so happy that my friends are there. Haix love you all so much! Goodnite naoo! :)

Jiayou!

2011-04-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

Hmm gonna get busy these days and study. My 2nd chance and not gonna waste it. Atleast make it a better grade please. :(

Ain is getting on my nerves these days. She is killing meeee! Cey tak. But serious ahh.. she urghhhh! I just shouted at her bcoz she lazy finishing up her hmk. Aku terajang kau baru tau. Aku dah kasi answer padehal. Mase penat. Blame herself for playing after ngaji! Isssssssh. K whatever. Now shes asleep now. Kesian pulak. Ape nie mixed emotions tak kelakar ehhh.

Watching The Little Nyonya now and suddenly the connection starts acting up. Tsk always likes thisssss. Haix gonna try again. Goodnite!

Holland V!

2011-04-17T09:19:00.000-07:00

We went to Holland Village. And believe it or not its my virgin trip there.. hahaha laugh la laugh! Wasn`t supposed to follow but in the end,they won. They forced me!! Hahahahaa! No la. So it was the 5 of us. The place was okay,like Haji Lane theres quite alot of bars and restaurants. Sad thing we didn`t get to meet Samantha (lol) ~~~

Everything with Fries is a sure must to try! :) Love the place and the fries. Next time we should share em, there were alottt. ALOT. LIKE.THIS. I had Lamb Burger and its good^^ So yup it rained heavily soon after that but its alright. The girls went to Hagen Daaz after that and the chocolate and icecream were heavenly! Too nice to resist.

So that sums up the day. Yea about my life.. i`m probably gonna ask the school tomorrow. I hope everything runs well.

P.s Kept thinking bout it.. bout him. Its long since i`ve spoke but i just feel something. Idk.

Talking bout other him.. idk. We are friends but idk sometimes he just go away and like as if we don`t know each other. This is funny because it happened twice alr. Okay i tried to talk but nothing works. Issit me?! Hahaha please why am i accusing myself when it`s not my fault? Right? I did nothing :( Oh wells just..whatever la. Forget about it for now.

I have so much things to do before i get some sleep. Goodnite! :)

HAPPY SCHOOLING EVERYBODEH~

Atleast trust me.

2011-04-15T12:03:00.000-07:00

2 years,2 years down the drain just like that. There`s nobody else to blame except myself. I have 1001 things to say but hey, nothing could exchange with me for whatever i`ve went through the 2 years. My friends,the people around me, and the things i`ve studied. All my experience. Maybe i`m not fit to be in 1 now. But who dosen`t want to right?

I`m a slowpoke and yes i am whatever you can call me. I passed, but i "didn`t do well enough" as quoted as Khidir. Maybe he is right. Not enough. Nothing is enough until i`ve proven enough. Life is tough as what you thought it could be.

I am gonna study and continue studying on a brighter note! Will be there someday,i know myself. Insyallah. I just need a little more faith,just a little more trust. :)

Meanwhile today i went to Holland V with the babiz and we had a mouthful of food! It`s so much! So much for recommending us pork =.= Kite muke cine pe. Hahaha. Overall they tastes good,as good as it looks like. :) Hagen Daaz with them after that. Thank you so much girls. It was a great day! And i`m so tired right now. Not mentally yet. Ughh i wish i could pause thinking too much. I .just.think.too.much. these days bcoz of myself. Ahhhhh! Should get some sleep now. I bet everyone is sleeping alr! Goodnite all!!

Cutie movie!

2011-04-11T12:46:00.000-07:00

Did you guys watched this? It`s sooooo cute. Yea it`s sometime ago..okok. Hehe. It`s 3:49am now and i`m sleeping soon. Been chatting with Zee and we chatted about stupid stuffssss! Lol!

...My appeal still waiting..and waiting for it. I`m still waiting for some good news atleast. I hope i can go somewhere. I don`t wanna end school just yet:,( Who dosen`t want school!!! Damn. Gonna change my hp soon i guess. More of i HOPE. I really HOPE i can do something productive tmr. Just now was useless. I didn`t revise. I HOPE i`ll do extra today. More focus and less internet. And dentist was goood. Hah hah.

Yes i must say this. Have you guys watched Dua Alam? Must watch okay!:) Goodnight!/Happy schooling! :D

I don`t want to hope but sometimes when someone just says his name might as well just made you smile. :)

6 more months!

2011-04-09T09:45:00.000-07:00

So few days ago was unplanned really. Went to Ion Orchard with mum and Ain. Everything went well at first until Ain`s attitude bcame !@#$. Super hyper this girl. Mak dah takbole control. If only i can smash her face. Hah! It was okay. Dinner at Simei and home sweet home. We had a good time thooooooooou :) & Ain bought for me a cute diary. So pinkish it has the same colour as my tumblr background!!!(Ifyouseeit) Hehe. :*

And my life now is....... to fcken study everyday and pass this shiaaat! This time is a mustmustmust!!

ngntok

2011-04-05T10:36:00.000-07:00

It`s really surprising that i don`t think of you anymore. I don`t cry anymore. I don`t feel anything about you anymore. Of coz i do miss the times where i feel loved but i`m relieved i`m over this already. Mum still talks to me occasionally about you but i let myself think you are just someone special that happened in my life once,but not for now. Nothings ever gonna be the same again. And i`m glad that i`m far from all those troubles and fears and cries. Its almost a month now. Whatever you do has nothing to do with me anymore. It`s obvious you moved forward earlier than me. 2nd chances are really risky but i`ve given you more than that. I`m happy that i`ve atleast let you tried. I`ve seen it and heard it with my own eyes and ears. I`m sure there`s nothing for me to be any worried about you. When i think, it dosen`t matter on me anymore. Really. May i move forward.. like you always said, "slowly but surely" :) Insyaallah.

Speechless

2011-04-02T01:51:00.000-07:00

Results are out. I don`t know what to say. Can`t believe some ppl made it and some ppl didn`t. Expect the unexpected. But why things like this happens at this time?! Crucial time. I still want to continue studying. Please.. i hope the next few days are hopeful fo us.

5-0

2011-03-31T03:55:00.000-07:00

This was when we went for Anugerah which i had a stalker knowing where am i exactly and what i was wearing(hahaha!) and after that soccer at JB. Nak tgk abang national maen la kan. Results was sooooooo sad! Haha!! Cry~ So to fill our tummys we went to Beach Rd for food!!! The abang selling there fucking gatal ah call us yanggggg.. geli tak!?!!!

Kalaoke with the two babiz till 1230. Tak ke gile sampai wall si Sri scratch! Wakakakakkaa.

Nice dayyy. I love! Hehe. (Y)

Hey yaaaaaaall

2011-03-28T08:38:00.000-07:00

Chocolatexzxzx

Heya!!! So many things running thru my mind now. I love things the way are but sometimes it just gets too stressful. I hate what happened yesterday and i cried a million tears :,( You can say anything to me,but not when you said that name,his name that it affected me so much i couldn`t control my tears. It sucks how the guy that you remember everyday is not in your life anymore and its gonna affect you when someone says something,even tho it dosent got anything to do with you anymore. My weakness. And its about someone said something mean that made me cry,not that i think of him and cried. Ok ..Don`t push it just becoz i keep quiet. I don`t talk about it anymore. Unless ppl ask. Thats it and thats just it. I didn`t know that such a small word could make up a huge problem. Don`t rake something from the past if you know its gonna hurt that person. Everyone has feelings.

I`m really anxious about the results coming soon. I cannot wait. Better it good or bad. I`ll still try my best and continue studying. We`ll see how it goes. :)

My friends are soooo lovely. I love them so much. Hehehehe. Hope everything goes well this week! xoxooxo

Fool

2011-03-23T06:12:00.000-07:00

I i`m a fool at love,i don`t wish to say anything. I`m so much stronger now. I feel my friends are the ones who stood there for me when im happy or sad,they are the best damn thing i`ve gotten in my life. I know i`m so stupid to fall for it for the 3rd time but i`m okay,i`m alright and i`m gonna prove the jerk that i can live without him.Time for me to go and end all my nonsensical thinkings about him. Not worth a cent.. With my family and friends,i`m gonna be just fine.

p.si guess i`ll have to forget bayu too.. :,)

GOODBYE. :)

2011-03-21T10:41:00.000-07:00

Bottomline,i`ve got great newssss! :D My dearest ex has finally moved on! Isn`t that great?!!! :D

He even had the guts to talked to Fizy when they bumped into each other. Cool huh.

Whats new!!!! After all i did,all the sacrifices,i`m just glad that they met you with your new girl. Just fuck off my life ah and thats it. Theres nothing more i can say. My heart says it all. I`m over it,i`m over you bullshits and lies. Is this the guy that i want in my life in years to come? The one who kept cheating and lying to me behind my back all these while?And finally went out with a girl and yet told a friend not to tell anybody? If you are not doing anything wrong theres no need to get so tense and worked up.

Dear boy,these years we went so much together. But at the same time i went so much knowing so much of bad things from you. I suffer alone while you contact girls,i suffer alone when you enjoy with friends. I stick to you bcoz i love you so fucking much,i didnt want to lose you. After all ive done for you,forgiving you,giving in,helping you,advicing you,losing you,crying for you,being there for you,meeting you,meeting your family,facing your friends,is this all you gave me? Is this how u repay me even even tho as a friend? The least you could do was to tell me, be honest and tell me the truth,the truth about yourself,your life.

I want you to be happy,but is this the kind of happiness i get from you? In silence you did this to me and you could even say how happy you are at fb. This is not funny anymore,not a thing to be joked about. Lies after lies,this time i`m over you,over your shit. Over your face and over everything. I don`t care what you are doing now with your new girl but note that what goes around will always come around.

Remember about Zimah,the girl you liked so much and you dumped me, just for her. U dumped me for another pembusted. You only realised it after she dumped you back. Why did u even go for her in the first place when you have asked me back in your life? What do you want more than anything else? And you came back so sad to me telling how much she hurt you. Now then you felt how much i felt at that moment.

Now you are doing the same shit,this time better, a new girl with you. Fuck all your promises and your words to me. I don`t want anything to do with you anymore Fazli,nothing. I cry not bcoz im sad,i cry bcoz i`m so disappointed that a guy,whom i share my life and my love with over the past years has become a jerk and don`t know what he wants in his life. :,(

Now that its over,remember me,remember my words,my advice that there is nothing between us anymore. And that i promise you,no other girl can stand the pain that you gave me and that so much,ever so much patience that i`ve put through with you in my life.

Goodluck and please don`t come back again.

me.

Batam,bebeh!

2011-03-20T09:36:00.001-07:00

My weekends with Nirfizyantie! =D I can`t believe i went there!! Shopping,karaoke,flea market,lots of food and....not forgetting..party in the hotel! "Apa mau Azurra...kita rave kat Batam!" HAHAHAHHAHAHA prangai setanish! Lol! x] I had a blast,i really enjoyed myself and i`m so tired right now,i really need some good 8 hours of sleep. It`s sooo good to be home. Hehe.

I think the bestest part was karaoke. I loveeee it! Finally sang my heart out,i don`t think i`m even singing! Merely shouting lol! Favourite was Gurauan Berkasih!! Aw...ahhahahahaha.Bestest song.. Gimme More. How the hell do you sing that song?! Tak bernafas siak. Nie ah fizy yeye je picit2!

And yes...my face of the month..

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Haha i`m 19 but i think i look like a child! Look at my face! Like budak2 lehhh! :( Sho shad. I envy those who look their age!

Gosh i love the pictures,the quality of them! Thanks NURKHUZAIMA! Hiokhiokhiok! :*

BULLSHIT!

2011-03-17T06:59:00.000-07:00

You = bullshit! Go away la. Your replies are all making sense isn`t it. I`m the always one wrong. Do what you want. Disappointing much. (Y)

Anyways here`s a picture of us yesterday watching Arsenal and Man United. Hah hah! ;D

Better pack now! Excitedddddddddddddddddddd! :D

Fizy!!!!!

BINGIT

2011-03-16T23:56:00.000-07:00

I`m so angry right now. Biler sedih carik,biler gembira hilang. Fuck u laaa. Abe dapat tau shiok2 g club. Msg pon buat bodo je ah. Orang nak baek2 dier perangai. Benci sia orang gini. Aku prasan skg tak gune ah aku kawan ngn kau. Buat pakai je. Aku nak bilang je mak kau pasal prangai kau tapi tak baek la kan bebual pasal anak orang. Tapi kalau dah melebih batas sape sanggop?! Family kau pon ok pe,cukop makan,alhamdulillah. Kau je feeling2 sedih. Aku tak tau apesal ngn kau. Mane duit kau sumer pergi,duit gaji kepe. Aku tak tau kau ade pompan baru ke pe dalam hidop kau. Kalau kau ade,tolongla jangan carik atau kawan ngn aku just bcoz aku baek ngn kau. Tak semestinye aku baek ngn kau,kau bole buat aku sampai mcm nie. Sampai biler prangai kau nak ubah Fazli. Aku penat dgr2 psal kau bende2 yang tak sepatotnye. Aku nak tolong kau pon aku takot kadang2 pasal aku tak tau aku nie pompan yang kau sayang ke atau dah takdpape. Tak berbaloi kalau aku nie cumer orang yang kau harapkan duit je. Tolongla, ubah fazli. Aku penat layan kau. Aku penat. Aku penat. Aku penat.

Friendly Match and ETP.

2011-03-16T10:57:00.000-07:00

Good day.Very2 good day! Hehe. Only the last part. Didn`t want to hear! I`m better off if nobody told me anything. I kept thinking about it. And maybe what he said was right afterall. I`m sooo stupid sia! Haha! Can`t believe its happening. Its all too much now. Too much for me to know,too much for me to handle. I can`t take this anymore. Can i like...vent it to someone? NO! Ok i should talk to the wall now.Better than nothing. Hahaha! Goodnite everyone.

Should have gone out yest!

2011-03-15T00:55:00.000-07:00

Looking back i kinda miss my long hair... and there is a big difference between long and short hair ok. I look like a kiddo.......right?! Lol anyway nothing much today. I cannot believe its actually the March holidays but it feels the same. Not like er,3 years ago where you feel so hyper and happy about planning march holidays ahhhhhhh i wanna be a school kid! I hope 1April would gimme hope! Lets hope! Hehe.

And setting a date with you and your friend just to go lunch can be quite a hassle sometimes eh? x]

Ok back to Harry Potter naaaaao. Gudbye!

Stop begging me.

2011-03-14T05:51:00.000-07:00

I just let out the load i`ve been feeling these few days. Its nice fzl came looking for me but at the same time,i really hope he`s not using me. Other girls maybe thinking the best out of him but he`s just different. When come to problems he is himself stuck. I wish i could help him everytime,but baby not this time. If yknow what your doing is wrong,please stop. I cannot be there for you everytime and i dont even know if im the 'onlyone' so you must know that you should stop finding me when you are having problems. You yourself should know how to solve them yourself. Not this time baby,not this time.I miss him too much,but i know i`m doing the right thing.Be strong,Nisah!!!

"Other than that,idk where you menghilangkan diri yourself. I hope you are fine,anything beep just beep me up. Imy. :,("

I`m so sick of it.

2011-03-13T10:37:00.000-07:00

Spent at home Sunday. I stay @ home bcoz imma good girl. Hiokkk bedek. I`m always cashless bcoz i nobody gives me money. Unless i earn it myself..which is what i`m doing now. Really hope i get the job from Mr Ryan,if not i think i`ll work at Coffee Bean. Seems fun!
Tomorrow is not planned yet, maybe gonna go nenek`s house at Marine Cresent or.. sheesha with the rest and Nadh.
Oh Love and Other Drugs was cool. It took me 2 freaking days to watch the movie bcoz of the waiting time. Haish! Nice,except theyknow parts.So many of them,countless!Tak tau orang saket2 pon maseh bole.^^ Hahahahaha! Cinta itu betul2 bute ye sekalian. Sweet too,i almost cried but nope,not so like i did for No Strings Attached. Tahan siket worrrr!
Can`t believe that i`m sick and tired of waiting. Really,if once i know i`m being used,i`ll smash his face. Cey! Haha takla nie geram nie. Gonna spend time wisely here before i go Batam this Friday!Hehe. Aite goodnite everyone.
PRAYFORJAPAN,PRAYFOREVERYBODY.

Ride Of My Life! \m/

2011-03-10T02:35:00.000-08:00

i am ain this is my sister she is nice right wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww-ain

Sebok je..Anyway! Yesterday i accompanied Filzz to Ceneleisure to collect her Gold casing. Gold lah katekan. Hahaha! Lunched @ Burger King. Then she went shopping and we went to look for Khidir`s birthday present. Suddenly i got a feeling that.. the red light arrived! At the stupid moment! Kanchiong spider sia..hahaha! You must see the look on Jaja`s face. Fucking funny.Saper yang emergency pon tak tau. She so kind yesterday and treated me to ColdRocks!(Y) Sho swheet!

My plan was to go home after that since my $$$ is finished and i needa get home early.. But somebody insisted to follow her and da guys so muchhh! Lol! So tada! We met the boisxz after that at Lavender and there you go,my first riding moment with them. Crazy much. I didn`t met them for a long time actually so it was quite awkward at first. But after that..fuh only god knows how crazy they were! My dad-Amy is a crazydad! Haha! Amy brought us for late dinner at Adams Rd. Macam malu gitu,tak tau kenape!

Then....where do you think bapakku yang bertuah nie bawak kite!? Kubur?! Amciam cakap.. Everyone so hyper suddenly so quiet!!!! TAKOTTTTTTT SIAAAAAA :( Hahahahhahahahahaha! He did all sorts of things la,step lost,on off the lights and such. I`m so glad there were 5 of us at that time!*heartpain* We went pass through and finally made it! I told mum and she said"Eh tak beri salam?!" Kubur cine la......

After that,everyone was so quiet! Hahahahaha epic moment. Shocked sia. Swear it was so funny. I guess everyone still afraid. Kekekekeke. They sent me home. And i thanked them for the awesome day! =D LOVE.

Happy Friends!

2011-03-08T06:30:00.000-08:00

Puck face.

Happy face.

Hmm face.

Finally got hold of tha pictures! These is what i do for the past few weeks. Spending time with friends after school! Not really an outing,but just a simple meet where you just sit and eat together and share anything you would like to share. Talkings,movies on lappies,icecream,bubbletea,watching dance peformances and swimming! No make ups,no pretty clothings,just the way you are. I like!! I know,i may not be those pretty girls out there but i do love the way things are,just simple. Have fun and be happy. Gotta do more of these people! =]

The one who made my day this morning. =]

2011-03-07T09:53:00.000-08:00

My Monday and i`m already missing school. But whats good is that i feel so good when i woke up. No activities,no projects,no datelines and nothing. My aim was to finish up mad project as much as all of us can and wait for somebody to like,msg or something?

It failed,failed again. I know i shouldnt wait but i just feel like waiting! Why this feelings? And then i read __ tumblr (old posts)and saw his pictures and i really know it,i have the feeling he really liked her. My instincts about him is always right. And i hate that, i really want him to prove me wrong,but everytime theres proof everywhere. So whats the point of its clearly stated but he just dosent admit it? Sucks right?

To think back,i know i should not have continue my friendship with him,sometimes i really miss those times and i just cannot forget it. Tsk.. :,( And i kept thinking bout it so much,the pictures on the tumblr is like on my mind.STUCK.

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Guess what? I actually stopped blogging coz i chatted with ... hadi! Hahaha yes. After long!~

I tot we are not gonna be in talking terms but ohwells im happy. :) And then ive forgotten about him(the one ontop) and i feel so :) Ty mat. Haha and i chatted with shadiq also! This guy mintak kene sepak kat dahi. Tak tau g exam pe. Haaaaaaaaaaish shadiq2.

And then while chatting halfway with them i fell asleep!!! Mcam !@#$. I tot of just lying down forawhile. Butthen..goodbye world. Hahahaha! Its really funny. And then when i woke up just now, the two guys are become Angrybirds. Lol!

Ya and i cried before i slept. Issit bad? Its so bad sia.. :,( I had a good sleep after that,then i woke up i think about it again. Sometimes i think he just don`t appreciate me and all the things ive done for him. No thankyou no nothing. Fuck u la,fzl.

Enough! I`m not gonna drown myself with him again and again. I`ve got my own life to takecare and things to do. I stayed all night doing a resume and i think its the best ive did. Hehe so i submitted it and lets hope something good will happen. =) Meanwhile i wanna go out ok,but i can`t coz of $$$. Busted. Thats why i need to work. 1 good month to start. Once i start,i hope i wont stop. Cey bebual mcm da dapat keje sia...padehalmadehal..hahahha. Aite,have a nice day ppl! Muahs!

:DDDDD

Tahlil @ Tampines.

2011-03-06T07:22:00.000-08:00

My partner in crime -skyping. Hahahaha!=D

I had little sleep the day before but i still woke up early. Motivation? Thinking it is schooltime. Haha! When it is important i`ll wake up early as i can. Okay.. then off to Tampines for tahlil and everyone was there except Irfan and family.Mum said there was a misunderstanding so er..k. Spent the whole day there and i enjoyed myself. I have a cousin who is so interested in studying and she is pursuing her studies to NTU i think. So good right! Makes me wanna work harder and don`t stop studying. Damn.

My uncle send me home and i was extra happy coz i dont have to take the bus and walk slowly to my block..lol pig! Checked my hp,and mum told me somebody msged with that cheeky face. She even told me to reply. " Mencari kah orang tu.. haha. Dah reply belom? Pergi la reply. Tak reply orang ingat ape pulak." Ye boss. Then..took my time and shower and laze around..here i am! Everyones asleep and i am sleepy too but i dont wanna sleep yet. Hehe. Wonder hows the score....

& I WANNA WORK SOON.

Pizza Hut~

2011-03-04T08:42:00.000-08:00

My girls!

Thanks to Raihan!:D

Hello! Today i met dearest ISA for the last lunch together. Aw...so sad. 2 years it has been and its really .. long journey for me to pick myself up. Let me see,2 years ago i was full of disappointments,regrets and really sad. But now i see myself better and i respect every ite student who goes to school bcoz its not easy,trust me it is not to cope with your studies and be on time when the are no strict rules and such. I`m soooo happy to be one of them bcoz i learnt alot and i really love them. Aw... hahaha. I hope 1 April will be a happy day for everyone! *insyallah*

Pizza Hut>Haji Lane>Bugis Street

Final Presentation!

2011-02-24T10:52:00.000-08:00

Project Management Presentation!

Yes ppl,the reason why..i`m busy these days! Counting down and finally. :)

Everything was a success and i`m so happy! I muttered some shit but i`m so glad that the girls helped me thru..it was really ppffft! Thanks guys. Hehe. Everyone was great. Love ya,and i love ISA! :)

& I just talked to him! :)Haiya *hentak kepale* Rindu.......

The power of friends.

2011-02-19T04:56:00.001-08:00

So far so good,my February was so good! Minus Valentines. =.= Somebody was supposed to meet me but he pem me again. Every year nak kene pem aku ke ?! Whatever, he still called and said sorry. Naseb2....

Ok so..yes! All these while my days are filled with practices and more practices. All for February`s peformances!

I met this babe,she`s a really nice friend. And she is wayyy younger than me. Unexpected! So gonna miss her coz she`s one of the best! :,)

Raudhah! Crazy gurl,just like me! Hahahaha we did nonsense while waiting for CityAlive. Including the rest. All of it really made me laugh like the old days and put a smile on my face till i went home!

Nextup,CNY peformance at CC. It was a good experience. Nervous siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal,only the other three knows how my face looked like. Haha!

My January and February was spent mostly with the two above. Fizy and Aisah. Of coz Eqa toooo ai taq lupe eu qayx] Since this year, we were closer than expected and i really love them alot! They knew me too well,and sometimes words can`t really explain how i really felt,but they already knows whats happening. Awww,haha. Eversince Aisah made friends with Nurah and etc, i am really happy bcoz it brings me back good memories,all those good times when me and fizy spent time near tmart(ehem) those good ol times, also made me smile alot. I`m really really really thankful. Not bcoz it already ended,but they gave me nice moments and memories that never fades away. :,)
Love? Nah, i`m friends with Fazli..we`re cool. Sape tak sayang ex kan. Hahahahaha its just that yknow,let us just have the times to ourselves. Yes we still contact and meet but that dosent mean a thing if you still got feelings for each other? You get me? He can do whatever he like bcoz we don`t own each other and to be honest,sometimes things he did really hurt me but things are not the same like before, and thats what me accept things and made me opened my eyes. I`m tired of hearing shits about him bcoz not even me can do anything. Its him and him. We still care but for now.. lets just be open and have fun. Cmon, 19 only! ;]LUVV.

SHAGGED.

2011-02-14T04:06:00.000-08:00

So this is how i look like after Chingay and CNY peformance. 4 days of ongoing practice/realday.

I am so tired !!! I didn`t had adequate sleep since last Thursday till now. And when i woke up just now i felt so..tired and RESTLESS. Mate mcm lebam. Hahahhaa kekeksz.

Today was CCA ROADSHOW at ITE BISHAN. I love today. I love the atmosphere and i love everything! Hehe the abang2 bola so cute sia. Haisisiisissh the rest all underage so boring... the guy behind my so cute but Mira said he looked like Fazli. Noooooooooo ok! Hahai. Went off in the afternoon and took my specs after 2 weeks. Thanks duit punye pasal. LOL.

Supposed to go jogging with Aisah and meet somebody BUT! Biaselah but slalu dah biase eh. Due2 senyap jadi,saye di rumah lah ye. Nak g ngaji nie. Tc all! :)

14Feb2011.

Chingay 2011!

2011-02-13T09:19:00.000-08:00

Heyaaa, Chingay 2011 was a blast! I just love it so much! Alot of new friends and of coz,i`m so much closer with my friends now. Enjoyable and memorable night. Sadly there wasn`t any pictures of us altogether. It`s okay ya`ll... haha.

So yep my days before the real day were really tight and tiring. Too much dance here and there. I needed so much of catching up with myself coz i went mia like 2 weeks bfore the real day. Tired ok,haiya! Special thanks to Nadhek to come and look at the practice and waited for me until night. Sho shuweet lup eu!!

And the practices for the CNY at PR CC was killing me bcoz i didnt even peformed like that before with the girls and it was my first :0

I wanted to go CityAlive but it was like....idk how to say. Wish my babiz were there! Lol. Decided to go home with Aisah and Amirah last min but we went and head for supper instead at Teh Tarik. Lol. Awesum! So hungry and i just love the night. :) Hehe lup u Esah.

Took the cab home and the uncle was so caring. He waited for me to reach under my block before he drove away. And he said it wasnt fair for us abt the chingay thing.. 5 dollars allowance.. late nights..hahaha uncle thinks too much. It was ok and i was so blessed to have that uncle to atleast waited! Hehe.

Home..and what else? ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Now that everythings over, i can concentrate finishing up my very last project assignment! I hope i`ll do good,just fine. =]

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2011-02-10T09:43:00.000-08:00

My day was great. Until now, my heart is heavy again. I hate this feeling :( Please go away. And i think its related to what i said earlier,bcoz im not the one.

I dont like Dreamweaver:(

2011-02-09T07:24:00.000-08:00

Haiiii all! :)Back with a better self! Ceyyy haha. Okay first thing first i`m so happy that everythings fine back. Somebody apologised to me for the first time in my life(Dulu2 tak pernah pon haish sho shad) but i hope people do change for the better. Oh wells. I just hope this mixed emotions i`m having will go away soon. I really hate when i think too much!

Yesterday i met the babizzz and we had so much fun. So sorry Fizy and Aisah,i still luvv ya both! Met my b too at Tampines Koi. Late as usual coz i passed some stuff to Zillah otw there. And shesss sooo skinny alr like Aisah! I feel fatter man. Hahaha :) As usual we we crazy enough. Had Gelare and saw quite alot of ppl there. Thanks Nadhek for the waffles,muahs! Not enough so we had Sarpino`s pizza. Hungrymungry. Did i tell you we met Belle and her sis too? They joined us again for Gelare,haha! :D Then they planned for Phuket which made me fucking excited but i think i won`t be going. :,( KL in June perhaps? :P

Other than that,i loveeee school. :) Not even done a single thing for the final project! Lazypig. Hopefully i will tomorrow! Conferm. And i need my specssssss dammit open the shop pretty please! Dance today and Chingay training tomorrow! Gonna get the ticcccccxszzzzz! Takecare all! :)

2011-02-06T11:22:00.000-08:00

Hihi. My eyes hurt like crazy today. Now. Haha this sucks.Ya yknow what,its true. I`m dealing with my stupid-ness right now. I cried yesterday and today. I felt very uneasy and worried so i msged Fizy. And whatever she said is so damn right. That i stopped crying eventually. So no reasons why i should like,cry? Maybe he`s so happy there and here i am like a nobody. Ya thanks for reminding me again that we are nothing. That hurt so badddddd and ya i know la u used that term just bcoz u angry but serious shit my hati like kene koyak semalam. Thanks for reminding me and when u reminded me yest i feel like im so stupid right to even be angry at u for like having flings when weeeee areeeeeee nothingggggg tooooo eachhhhh otherrrrrrrrr. See, it gets stuck in my brain alr. I only cried last part. Very last part. I know it strucked u when i said,who i am to u. Bcoz if i am really nothing to you, you woudnt really stay.

Dah later sch,bebbbyeeeee!

2011-02-05T09:13:00.000-08:00

Kalau fizy tak bilang aku ape kehaprak kau mrepek dkat wall kau, aku tak tau sampai sekarang. I`m just a fucking useless person if you continue doing this shit. Nie taik, dah lamer kau maen tapi sampai skg pon samer jugak. Aku dah ckp byk kali,aku penat. Sampai boleh muntah darah. Kalau kau ikhlas tkpe. Tapi kalau kau nak kasi aku harapan tapi kau mrepek dkat fb wall kau, kau might as well buang je ape dkat otak kau. Kite dah takdepape lagi and yes aku sedar siape diri aku yang tak sebrape nie. Tapi tk maksod yang kau boleh pijak kepale aku sampai aku mentang2 aku dah delete kau dkat fb. Tak cukop2 ke kau mrepek ngn aku selame nie? Dah brape kali chance aku kasi kau,same care jugak kau kasi aku. Ni bukan melampau tapi nie dah terlebih batas. Tahap kesabaran aku dah cukop. Cukop la dengan hati aku yang selalu dipermain2kan slame nie. Aku penat nak gado pasal pompan. Tu jelah masalah kau. Pompanpompanompan. Facebook contact ape ke mrepek kau cakap. Kalau betol kau masih sayang, kau tak akan buat bende mcm gini, tak akan.

Truth is, i`m just fucking disappointed. With you,and with myself for trusting you. For ppl who wanna know, yes your guessing is right. Somebody please help me to tell him off,make him realise all this shit is not worth anything.

Yes its not worth my tears,but for now i just couldnt deal with it anymore. Just gimme afew days. I hate myself.

Disappointed. :,(

Ain turns 8:)

2011-02-03T04:29:00.000-08:00

Today is Ain`s birthday party celebration! It`s a mini one tho,Ain just wanted to celebrate with her bestfriends. So lets call it,a mini party. Bcoz, there were only 6 people. Including the birthday girl! HEHE. Cute? Cute nak mammmmmmmmmmps. 6 orang macam.. 20 orang. The noise,only we know how loud. Ok i`m uploading the picture nao.....

2011-02-02T03:08:00.000-08:00

Hi people! :) So today is a nice nice day. I woke up slightly early and.. i`m supposed to meet the babizzzz today but in the end i could not so sorry girls:( Cleaned the house, surfed the net and help mum with the preparations for tomorrow. Hope the birthday girl enjoys her day!

Yes i`ve found a.. makeup tutorial site and i`m in love with it! See the lady above? She is so gorgeous!!! Just love her. And i think her tutorials are helpful!

Gtg now,and i think my pain is acting up again. My left side of the stomach hurts. I seriously

need to stop tahan-ing my self from gg to da toileeeeeeeeet! Ok bye!

Happy Lunar New Year! :)

2011-02-01T23:56:00.000-08:00

When the crazy gets tough,the tough gets crazy. Haha! :D

Webcammed with the two bitches yesterday night before everything got stucked. Lol. Excited sangat.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS! WISHING YOU THE BEST OF HEALTH AND MAY THIS YEAR BE A GOOD YEAR TO ALL OF YOU! :)

xoxooxoxoxo!

Lets burn our fats.

2011-01-31T02:15:00.000-08:00

Monday was spent with school in the morning, and then dance in the afternoon. Just positioning but still only me and Fizy. So saddddddd. I was hungry so we ate at downtown after went to search for the top. Then talktalktalk Fizy only bought waffles for herself. I ate wanton noodles and then waffles. Prangai gems~ Walked to WS to return library books and walked again to central. And lastly to Fizy`s house to watch movie! :D Hehe. Happyhappy day.

Happy Wedding!

2011-01-30T08:42:00.000-08:00

Heyhey! Nice day,nice weatherrrrrr. Hehe! If only everyone was there! Luvv the picture above. If it was sunny i would definitely more love it! But rain la...=rahmat! :D :D :D

Met the girls as usual they were crazy always bully me sho shad siao ...... ra ra ra ah ah. Hahaha.

School tomorrow. Project doneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Hope everything goes well. Goodnight everyone! :)

suckas

2011-01-28T08:34:00.000-08:00

Hiiiiiii!! I`m always at blogger for SO LONG but in the end i`ll be too tired to post any=.= Like boodoh. Haha okkkkkkkkkkk i`m so tired la. Thats all i can say. Update shoonss!!!

O ROCK-ed

2011-01-23T04:23:00.000-08:00

Muke kelepek haha. The main intention is to congratulate these two bebehs for being doing extraordinary good for their O`s!^^ Congratssssssssssssss sunnguh surprised saye. Yok blanje saye bbtea please? :D

Other than that,Chingay is really tiring but fun. Its been quite awhile since i met the rest and i`ve forgotten some of the steps. Sucks. But yesterday` s run was great! School tomorrow,9am eh Nisah. And can`t wait to meet the babizzzz for the wedding! Hehe^^

Ah,we quarrelled. Whats new kan. Nanti2 hilang lagi. Lepas tu menjelme balek. Dah biase la nie sumer.Sampai tak tau aper lagi nak cakap. I`m lazy to say. This time i didn`t keep it. I let it out. I answered you back. Right back at your face. I hope you know how it feels like to be treated your way. Whos meaner now? Whateverwhatever,its always you. I always lup u broooo, i know this is the bestest way. Learn from your mistakes,start from the beginning. Maybe theres someone better out there for youuuu,goodluck. f z (L)

Dear god,why? Please guide me to the right path. I`m stronger now,much much stronger. But at some point of time people do get weak again. Still, i hope i`ll get through this. I know i can. Insyaallah. :]

2011-01-21T19:48:00.000-08:00

C H I N G A Y!

Anakku Sazali.

2011-01-19T04:31:00.000-08:00

I MISS NONG HAIRRRRR!

I`m so tired right now,all i could do is sleep! I don`t want to sleep yet,its not my time to hit the bed,BUT my eyes are just. I think they need a break. I`ve been trying my best to go to school early since last week. So far so good, not more than half an hour late. Just few mins only. Cmon, like 2 more months till school end. I just wanna end school happily. No more not comings for no reason please. Just save this last for the best. :)

Btw Fiesta Comedy was LOL for me!Ketawe la sorang.

" Keblakang pusing, TONGGEK! " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!

Ok Goodnite! :D

Easy Come Easy Go.

2011-01-15T23:46:00.000-08:00

Looking back at pictures,i kinda miss this gerl. Quraisha!!! Miss going to school, training, Sentosa, talking shit and going canteen just to buy c h i c k e n. Hahaha! Wonder hows shes doing now. Seriously, backing out and leaving all of us just like that is sadenning. Sometimes i wish all of us didn`t leave one by one and pull this through together. :( Sad right.

Maybe thats one of the saddest thing in life. Seeing the people you love leaving you just like that. And you can`t do anything about it not bcoz you cannot do it,but it comes to a point where you just couldn`t do anything much longer. Watching them leave infront of you,hurts. All you can do is pray and just hope that eventually, the people who go would do better and succed in future. Since you are not with them anymore. Even thou you love them to bits and pieces. All you can do is just breathe. Let it go. And maybe one day, one fine day someone elses comes by replace all those feelings that you`ve lost. :)

Countdown pictures!

2011-01-15T06:32:00.000-08:00

Heyaaaa, hows your weekends pepolsxz! :D Mines so good so far! :) Ok i bet the rest are like having fun at Chingay practice right now. Lol 3-11 sia. Diedie conferm tiring! Didn`t went bcoz i had mad,yes madrasah laaa. Last year ok,all the way! 12 years sia.. so long! Hehe.

Before that i had dance practice in the morning. All confirmed late except for Fizy. Hehe. Showered and all.. this time practice so hard. I don`t know why i keep forgetting when the camera is infront. Nervous siaaa =.= Tak serious. Tak kelakar. " Abe kalau betol2 mcm mane ?! Takkan nak stop Nisahhhhhhhhh! " They were shouting like madogs. Hahhahahaa!

Afterwhich dilemma wether to go mad or meet Fizy. After much hesitations(ceyy) i went mad la right. Dah berubah.. :X 2nd time for the week. Still going good! Hehe. Girls only me and mira. The rest boys. Crazy,dengan ustaz2 dier skali. I was late all thanks to 81!

Hmmm. Oh yez Razi finally uploaded the pics during countdown! Macam seram pon ade nak upload. Haha takpela. Bukannye aku buat bende mrepek kannn. Thanks ra ra rarazi for the pictures. Slow and steady!

Currently waiting for mum and ain to reach home. They are from mum`s exteacher`s daughter wedding(pernikahan) or something. Nie la bile mak2 dah jumpe kawan,mcm lambat je balek.. hhaha!

The rest just pictures :D Enjoy!

Sexcitedddnyeee! ;D

So this is how you look if you had 2.4 marathon in there. Hahahahhaa!

Baek Belle.. x]

Waiting.. for idk?

Alalalalallalaa~

"Can i hear all the SINGLE LADIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS"

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Project by Monday!

2011-01-13T00:28:00.000-08:00

Hi i am officially stressed! All bcoz of project. 5 things to submit by Tuesday. Cey padehal mane nye besar je project nie dah stress nie macam. Haha. Okay so i have done 2 out of 5. Good? Not good enough. Should have done more. Researched more than progress. Always slowpoke..

Niways nothing much,my week of school was awesome. I love my friends, i love my classmates, i love my sayang(Harhar) I love canteenfood i love Mr Ryan and Mr Sam. x] Cey skola nak habes baru nak baek suke. Hehe.

Chingay have been a hell taking up my time.But i`m happy! Happykiddddd spending time outside making friends and dancing-looose some weight. :D Last but not least,i miss my long hair. Been looking at my old pictures.. damn~ I`ll see you soon in time to come. (y)

Muke qunique! Hahahahhahahahaa macam innocent. " Macam je " LOL Goodnight!

Seoul Garden!

2011-01-11T05:48:00.000-08:00

I had a blast with the girlz at downtown yesterday. Crazy much,my stomach was bloated and i do not wish to eat the food there again bcoz i.had.enough. I ate ALOT. HAHAHAHAAHA. Now only later can ;]

TIRED!

2011-01-08T23:54:00.000-08:00

I almost cried. Fml yesterday night. I should not have done what ive done. Sighs. It shows how much i mean anyways,thanks alot for realising it again. Thank you metrep for your kind words. Its hard for you to have a serious talk so about yesterday,i really thank you so much. Nobody`s at home now,just now was a pretty fucked up situation same old thing. Ain seriously needs someone to take care of her. A nanny or something. My mum needs a break from all thses shit. Any super nanny here? Heh. I love Ain,i love my mum so much sometimes i just cannot deal or talk to them nicely. Idk how to put them in words. Haaaaaix so sian like this. Oh Allah please help us. Now they went to WS i think its good atleast give them some time. Yes Ain is a really good girl when shes outside. Ain2. I think i should go and have a break too. The house is quite clean already. Chao.~

LMFAO!

2011-01-08T05:47:00.000-08:00

Harrow guyshhhhhh! Who wanna partaaaaaaay ?! Here`s LMFAO fcking coming your way to Singapore! This 22nd January at Azurra!:D Those who want the tix please pm meeeee:D HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA k jkjkjk. Sejak biler aku dah sponser2 tickets nie.....LOL

Okay now serious uh if i got chance i really wanna go! Who dosen`t(!!) But the ticket so expensive like toot. :( Somebody even said 'if i were not to go this party i`ll shave my head!'

mcm !@# kaaaan haha.

Okay!So my day was great! Chingay in the early morning. It`s my 2nd time waking up so early for Chingay okay,715am sape taknak tido nie time nie. Conferm orang sumer tga seteaaaam -.- Blablabla am loving the morning breeze! Otw there got stupid uncle carik pasal,dier maki kite! Fcker.

Reached f1pit with Yani Wardah and Faed. Learnt omg routines,thank god i was there!*phew* Not alot of ppl came. Maybe its too early. Did quite alot tho plus others..then it rained and all of us were running a marathon to the tent. Mind you its like..1 km road all the way hahaha all out uh Wardah eh! :p Around 1130 the three of us excluding Yani went back hommie. I had madrasah... :( Sad but ohwells,kite menimbe ilmu ye... x]

Youth Alive was funnnn! Hehe iloveit. Saw Efa & she`s so skinny. Danggg nak jadi excersiceee!

Even thou there were little ppl,i enjoyed myself.

I`m so tired today,i really used my energy. Plus no food from afternoon till 7 can you imagine it?! Puase pon bagos kan. Lol. Reached home,ate jco donuts and dinner. Sedap,alhamdulillah! (:

Think i`ll have an early night today. Imma happy girl! Goodnite all. (Y)

Hi,period!

2011-01-07T00:30:00.000-08:00

(Sepak nak)

What a nice day, a nice weather too! Not too shiny nor glary. Just cold. Don`t you feel cold these few days ?! I think it`s my period. Yes it finally came just now. I`ve been waitinggg! Hahaha~ It sucks and my stomachs in PAIN. :(

My picture above looks rather..fat. That was like 2009 Halloween at Downtown. I still remembered clearly that i got busted a few days before dat. Very very very the painful yknow :,( I almost cried while telling Faris the story) But it`s over now...

Like alot of people say,2011 not much difference. I feel it too! But slowly yeah. It`s already a Friday! 2 more days till school reopen. I`m so excited! :F And i think i wanna cut my hair. And treatment. Better.

Had dance yesterday. Sri and Filz tagged along to dome. Thanks for the KOI, b! Don`t tell me anything. I was having a hard time remembering the steps and pacing up. It was so harddd :( Stress! Then Leeyan and Fina came. They took pictures haha paisey gilerrrr~So there it is! One picture only i smiled yang laen mcm toot!

Back to today,supposed to go Sentosa with the motivators! But no i woke up late. I`m so fcking tired. I think ive let them down :( Ceyyyy so sorry Eqa and Ain!!! Really sorry. They should be enjoying right now, i hope they really have fun!

Ok wanna go make hot tea for my stomach! Lol, bye guys! :)

2011-01-05T20:31:00.000-08:00

Girls aren’t going to talk to you first. It’s a girl thing. We don’t like starting the conversation because we like to feel like you want to talk to us. We like to feel like the wait was worth something. We like feeling like you’ve waited for us like we’ve waited for you. But the number one reason we hate talking first is because we hate to seem needy or clingy. That’s why we’re scared. Cause to us, being needy and obsessive just pushes guys away. And no girl wants that.

Panas.

2011-01-04T23:14:00.000-08:00

Wheee. 3rd day of the week. 4 days to go. Jogging in the morning cancelled. Mum told me ayh was jogging in his bed and she was cooking so haha! Teet. Ape lagi anak dier pon 2 x5 jgak.

Nth much,i just watched Sorrority Row and its !@@#$ gore giler to the max. Imagine a big fucking knive stuck in your mouth,or a wine bottle stuffed inside your mouth till blood comes out. Geliiiiiii siao0o0o~ First time si Ain pon takot nak mampos. Haha.

Oh ya btw chingay yesterday was so fun! Rushed to f1 pit with Yani and Wardah and everybody was so hyped up. This time there is like aroun 400plus people and the line is soooo long! I`m in 6th row and column no. 15,and there is, 80 columns like that. LOL!I bet all of us had fun last night.

Not going anywhere today. I just feel like lazying around. Been going out since Monday i`m so tired. I cannot imagine how it feels if i were to work right now. I really wanna work but,takde rezeki nampaknye. Awwww~ Haha so forget it. School`s opening soon and i really wanna work hard. No more late ; i`m tired of being late myself. I wanna change into someone better. Ceh. And loose weight! 5kg maybe. Bbl banyak eh, and have to see how i eat,should stop eating when im bored, kekekeke.

Should be meeting the babiz tomorrow. Miss them so much! :*

K think thats all, vacuum-ing my room now, update more soon! Chupa!

Keep doing your thing~

2011-01-03T23:07:00.000-08:00

Hihihi! Last week of holidays=last week of preparations and.. excersice! Needa lose weight bcoz most of my jeans are unwearable. :,( (picture above :( )I feel so fat i can feel my babats developing at the sides,hahaha! No kidding! Okkk. So the kiddos just got back home and its more noisier than just now. It`s nice to wake up from your sleep when theres no one to disturb you. So queit ;]

Watched soccer with the rest yesterday at TP. IT WAS SO BIG. We got stuck at there=.= HAHA! Bodoh satusatu. Belom tengok pape dah berpeloh. LOL. TP vs NAP 4-1. I think? My guess was right,hehe! Supper and homed. Tired.

Guess should be going Chingay later. Arghhhhh! Its been long! Missed twice and 2 hols=4x absent. Today is at F1 pit itself. So excited! The rest should be going! If not i`ll be at home. But nah,i think the rest should be going. Eqa sleeping i think. Okay gonna call Esah now! Bye! :)

2011.

2011-01-02T04:30:00.000-08:00

( i hope razi would upload all the other pictures! )

My eve of 2010 and starting of 2011. It was beyond our imagination,it was.. too good to be true. It was.. helloooooooooooofawesome! Lol! Waited for mum to reach home was a drag,Ain even took the rides at the pasar malam at WS there,sempat right.

Everyone was so happy at home,except for Ain. She cried when i was about to leave. Aw..sho shad. Haha. Rushed to Tin2`s house and got ready. Surprisingly all the girls were there and..they were all geared up and ready! HAHA! So ape lagi,aku pon mcm orang tk betol. Every few mins they will " Dah? " Cmon people, BELOM!!! HAHAHA. Giler punye oranggg! x] So they went first to queue while Filz accompany me and then we met Razi at bustop. We walked past the blocks and only kite sahaje la yang tau. Mcm p. LOL!

The apek driving was..too excited for the new year. He was shouting to us when i think he thinks he was talking to us. =.= And all the way he sang and talked idk uh alot of things. Whats worst he drove like,40km/h ?! Maner tak lambat!

When we reached it was damn packed..full of people. At that moment i wished i wasn`t there at all. Headache, no proper food and tired. But in the end,nah. Everything was great! The people, place,music, drinks ( now we learnt how to appreciate water ) and whatever you can think of. Minus the grinds..it.was.gross.esp when they are ppl you don`t know at all. EEE. Fatin gatal! Haha! And minus the part when drunk ppl tried to idk what, find fault with Faris,hahaha dah selalu eh. And..... the bapok who kept shouting at us and calling us 'busok' , crazy dah sah tak betol. And and and the drunk people roaming around on the road. Hahahaha! Funny people. And and( okay last2 ) the part when Razi just MIA just like that! Yes i know its like 6am but you dont have to just hilangkan diri otw home? Haix hope that guy is alright! Plus sorry to Fizyyy for not waiting. Btw,guess who i saw.. Razif,Linda,Fazz,Jen and Fenella! ;D All from Bishan. Wheeee~ And i can`t deny that the music at Rebel was so much better than Zirca. Hehe!

Back to Fatin`s house and the fun`s not over yet. All THANKS TO FATIN. AND HER KuChInGsxz! Hahahaa xD

Unforgettable night,nice way to end my 2010. :)

HAPPY 2011 E V E R Y O N E ! :D

My December Ends.

2011-01-01T08:29:00.000-08:00

Last week of December, i went to the Zoo with some of my primary school mates and USS with the cousins Razi and Filzzz. It would be happier if there were more tix to the zoo and more followed us to USS. :)

Luvv ya guys!

People change.

2010-12-26T23:52:00.000-08:00

(I MISS THISSFM!)

My week of holidays have been really good. Been going out everysingle day and i`m fcking tired. Not enough sleep. But alot of laughters.

What i did was.. accompanined Filz to fix her lappie, interview and chalet on Tuesday with Fatin,Nadhek and the rest. Really brightened up my day,i met almost alot of ppl that i have not met since.. last yr? Haha! Alala club pon ader. Orang tak kenalmenal pon ader. Macam er.. enta eh. But still thankyou!!! Pulau ubin with family on Wed. Was supposed to meet my Bishangirlsss for badminton,i`m really really sorry:( Got to do some shopping with mum and rushed to dance practice on Thurs. So tiring! Still i enjoyed it and we laughed alot. Prangai satu2 sumer macam tak betol kannn! Sampai nak pergi Tmart! Haha! Sat, USS and Sunday dinner with the babiz. Crazy right!! Plus my Saturday night was awesome otp. I guess i wouldn`t want to do anything else but his voice that very moment...I missed how everything was supposed to be.

Now it`s Monday,another brand new day and i just realised i got Chingay. Idk if i should still go or not. OH WELLS. Will see how, have a good week my friends! :)

Wingtai and kelabmalam.

2010-12-22T08:57:00.000-08:00

Interview with Aisah till afternoon and dinner at ForkandSpoon.

Chalet with the rest at Changi. My aWesome Tuesday!

Highlight of the day: Fatin left me when there wasnt any last bus around. Thanks SEXY!

Hahahhaa ily. Naseb aku tak nanges sorang2. (y)

Al-Tarzaan.

2010-12-19T04:30:00.001-08:00

Hello there!Its nice to use your laptop knowing no one else will touch it or try to use it or u have to wait and wait for ur turn. Hmm. Got the CompaQ serviced and its all brand new! But all the contents are lost now. :(

So here are a lil bit of the pictures from icecream&sheesha and .. 'THEGAME'. Haha! Met Jaja in the afternoon at Tamp. Didn`t knew the guys were super fast. They were already there.

Faris adviced me and he was so sweet. Like i said, i wished all the other soccer guys were like him. Cey2,siket2 je. :) Refdee was hungry AGAIN so we ate at LJS. Nadh came and Faris the abangelekk had to leave:( Have a safe trip berah! Haha.

Sheesha time. We had a hard time searching for the right one. Well,not really. But when al.tzq was not crowded ..why not right dah malas nak jaoh2. So tadaaa! Not all pics are here. Sneak peak je. Sneak Mneak.

My hair so well behaved! I loveee. Hehe.

Nadh took out her cards and we played the games. Ya thanks again i was Loser for almost everygame. Cap (L) dekat dahi cumer tak nampak jeeee=.= HAHA part joget tak klaka k serioussssss paisey to the max. Takpe hidop kene supporting! ;D Razi came shortly and brought some food for us. Hehe! And again lose so had to dance with him. God knows whathehell i did there. Lol.

The rest.. looks like our 1st ride on MRT rite..Jakon giler. All so high sampai terbawak2 dekat mrt. Tak betol tak betol.

This is like..only 1 of the decent picture of us. Haha!

Matrep sebok dekat sebelah. Still mad at him(!!) Razi tengok ape..

See i told cha..

Final picture hehe sho shwit right Nadhek! x]

I had fun and i`d loveeeeee to spent the night with you guys. Sadly i cant. Sho shad haix. :(

Its okkk, next week alright. M u a c k s !

Last day of school for the year! :D

2010-12-16T06:04:00.000-08:00